with several men together, than the opposite. the females in these groups usually are the center, the "psychologically" one of the group leaders. when there is one boy, then usually he is subordinated to the whole group of other females, when not, then he is played against the one who is observing (as if his social, spiritual, mental advancment is superior [in aOriginally on http://110101101101010.bl>ogspot.com
Thursday, 4 February 2010
so this is it... am again on a boundary of possibilities
again, no breath... laughing evilly again, fucking bastards/assholes.. they manipulate in a such fashion that i am not able to breath, that i only i breath air out, not in.. this is so annoying, so destructive, so stupid
also, the same time they act like "we are God praying, the most peacehful/best/loving people on this planet. this is so right/correct what we are doing, so awesome, so great and magnificent" [ohh, come`on, fucking idiots.. some heavy, low bass like sound is generated somehow outside the apartment, as i write - whatever is the multiple meaning, fucking devastating] could say they are projecting two persons as if one towards me to interact with them - one is the extra fucked-up/wicked/mean/evi>lasshole like/the one who says i am a saint but kicks (anything that is painful, sounds and words, other manipulations) - the other is one who thinks he so extremely right and kicks/abuses (in the name of GOD)...
turns out, i just noticed this viewpoint. previously was shifting between those two with fucking extreme need to do suicide, now a little less.. also, giving up is an option - being their property, slaves... coool
so, i need to think about destroying someone within or not
about physical need to do suicide or not
about breathing or not
and about them but they have kind of presented four basic viewpoints, as if the previous three problems weren`t enough for no-time to think moment, here is more - between saint and kicks, between god and kicks, between these two (which was what i did also, because didn`t notice it until wrote), also, between what they are doing and the consequences they have accomplished which now are already three... don`t want to think.
DISSOCIATION - trance, coma
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THEY are at war, they are destroying and trying to do it, they exist, they are united on this planet
this isn`t a peaceful fun having, an accident, an entertainment, a weird trip...
they are doing this, they mean it, there are real consequences / results. this isn`t a test or a game. they don`t waste time. they are not friends, they are not loving - trying to help someone, save him, they are doing this for pleasure, they kill / destroy for pleasure
don`t go to Amsterdam, seems like if here the percentage is 98, then there it would be 99.7, they are extremely hungry for blood [very advanced "vampires"], their social system are superior [orientated on destruction within moments, others ["countries"] aim at longer term or not so physical [sublimnal, psychological] force] when first arriving there. better don`t go at all. would be very difficult to find any survivor there. > could mean that in "poor" countries survivors are more.
they hide this fact - they initiate a war, start the conflict, are the problem makers
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Wednesday, 3 February 2010
a : b
after the event (LSD + one time free ticket of theirs (the trust to family, community, friends)) my body/person (I, we) was kept under constant surveillance / manipulations, if compared to "normal" life then this was nothing of the sort, for some months i wasn`t able to make a cup tea (example) without major problems (breathing, walking, coordination, mental balance (knowing what is happening, similar) and their manipulations)
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telepathic manipulation and The talk about the Truth
for example, now someone who i know is telling me "you are stupid, you are stupid, idiot" another person, also know "fucking idiot, asshole" [they didn`t say exactly that, they speak in Latvian plus they have intonations]
fucking all the time "you are an idiot, you are a fucking idiot, fucking asshole, fucking idiot, fucking asshole, fucking idiot, fucking asshole, fucking idiot, fucking asshole, fucking.."
also, they make some sounds, people who i don`t know (but "you know", the folk people, one country, one language, traditions, "your past which we have seen, we saw [what you have done], God knows"(secretly) - fucking haven`t done anything [if have, "tell me so". they make a premise that i/we are hiding and avoiding some truth or anything... work, of course, we don`t want, fucking, i saw a baby, one moment he is screaming/crying, another a cheerful laugh/happy, [he was so brainwashed, manipulated, the mother wanted me to believe they are having such and wonderful life, family, community. this happened in seconds. i could have believed, they actually trick someone, why they try this on me/us] fucking they use information as a tool to put someone in trance, to make him forget about his body condition, about sense of what is normal, acceptable to someone, they would drive someone to do suicide because he dropped a spoon accidentally or something the sort.. work, equality for everyone (in suffering), this is the way "people live", bad things that happen on this planet (that i don`t have to experience them), achievements (skills, community support, good things done for the society [by other people]) ..] [but they don`t, they tried, at least twice, both conversation ended them admitting they only want that I am their slave/subordinate or that i would have felt so guilty that would have offered this option to them.. after this "admitting" (accidentaly, because it was kind of psychologically escalating and it ended with them having the important one [they run out of disinformation because they wanted that i do something, they kind of risk - could compare this to throwing a rock in ones direction, if he is hit then he falls a sleep or dies, if not, he knows someone will/is throwing rocks at him or knows how to avoid] to "handle" (about information), they are just beings, like everyone) they changed the subject because they shouldn`t have done that [changed the subject suddenly saying that "i" is guilty of something, pretending the previous didn`t happen. also i remembered these events some two years later, an important indicator how they can manipulate] ) present themselves as part of the folk community (in reality they are all united, no language, borders exists, when i was in another country someone who i know telepathically interacted with someone giving him orders how to interact with me, or it could have been intentionally, that i notice) and traumatize / abuse me the same way ""what an asshole, fucking shit..." fucking make some sound or speak loudly so that i would "know" who is it. also they simply use voice and talk seemingly non-stop, forever fashion - they make someone to think he is hearing something, once a while inserting real words, keywords, like "shit" "asshole" "work" "love" "truth", anything, while extensively abusing the body so that he wouldn`t be able to think, [they don`t go for straight, only information, interaction. i think they will continue to pretend nothing has happened and try again that "only truth", when traumatized / abused enough. they could make someone to destroy/change himself accidentally], trying to think would be harmful because he needs to pay attention to his body. silence also is a weapon, i am kind of writing what is happening now. silence. also they have some dozens of these methods which they turn around like a wheel, rotate, repeat when other ones get assimilated. traumatizing reduces memory extremely well.
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now
what happens daily is completely the same as physical torture,
differences are that no quickly detectable physical markings are left and it isn`t painful like having something broken, also Illuminati rape, torture physically, disable, beat, drug, traumatize kids when they start their total-mind-control, free-to-employ lifestyle of someone. could say i am / we are having a holiday. but is that a reason that they have allowed this kind of underground "reality" to develop that i should join them (and continue this brainwashing and hiding of everything) it is possible that these underground facilities are their laboratory, possible it is the future of everyone, another layer because if someone escapes this total-mind-control what awaits them is another nightmarish precipice, (living these two "realities" would be something so enormously difficult and hard...) yes, it seems much more fair, easier, i am even simply asked. but no, they try to put it that it would be the best for all, no, i don`t believe it + i am / we are trying to do exactly that. [maybe not thinking about it every day / moment, but physically couldn`t fucking anyway] how can the best for all be that i (personality, brain) destroy/change the someone within to an evil one (other option to abuse it, to imagine i need to work [for the sake of "humanity" [killing, torturing, making chemical experiments [for beauty and health]] billions of animals], pretending this is for the sake of everyone], the only one who doesn`t suffer, who enjoys, for who s sake it is are for the ones who derive pleasure without a physical neccesity destroying a live being or torturing and their masters - the ones who created them (serpents, aliens, lizards...) (of course, we all exist, no rules, doesn`t matter, we (i) protect) (breathing, overall state of post-terror of body, other personality ways of behaving (the other person is seems about 15years old, "was him" for some few seconds, but i think he is here all the time), brain damage done/still reinforced due to lack of oxygen), they use words (with intonations, meanings, loudness, manipulations like lowering their voice so one automatically tries to hear and doing something loud or traumatizing at the same time or seconds later, telling lies/disinformation/disto>rtion of factsnon-valid premises.. ) and sounds mostly ("accidents" or an evil straight-forward laugh (anti-sri-yantra), example [as if saying "what can u do to us anyway?"]), other times a threat of physical damage or derivations like treating but later proving nothing happened (switching to other method), also "social norms" (stage world) is a tool - [driving in a bus and they are completely silent yet they had manipulated me/us so far i was willing to shout as loud and powerful i could in response (destroy me!!). they sit calmly and smile, again.]
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originally as a letter but decided not to send.. titled "to destroy or protect"
there is no BiPolar disorder, people manipulate each other. lived in constant war who s outcomes would have been to kill someone (since delaying my protective "anger" till complete destruction of person/s was the most i could do, kind of helped to not do anything at all) or do suicide.
also no shizophrenia (being trapped in information or otherwise), autism (forced to give up their physical capabilities to sustain themselves), catatonia (their expressions it body movement un-ordinary way is because this is how they are able to cope with the violence, abuse). beings are traumatized/ brainwashed/ abused and thus live the consequences, but they are not ill or have a disease.
i could quickly find some ~20 (more probably) disorders for me - like post traumatic stress disorder, schizophrenia, bipolar disorder, borderline personality disorder, antisocial disorder, amnesia, paranoia, multiple personality disorder, eating disorder, expressive language disorder, narcissistic personality disorder, psychotic disorder, neurosis, suicide ...
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Animals (also other planet inhibiting beings, plants)
They force these animals to behave like this, with physical torture, reward/punishments, stealing them when they are young and exercising their superiority constantly. Also, looking at these pictures one can (at least me) assume that they are in Great harmony with everything, beings on this planet.
It looks like quite the opposite, watch Earthlings or how they interact (they wont directly abuse me, less even the someone within) it is possible to remember this when they are in another culmination of silent/non-existant violence)
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Characters/community based on gender (fictional "life")
This is a scheme by which, at least in my environment, they base their fem/masc characters:
Feminine / Masculine
secret, mystery / honour, pride
the highest / openness, being frank
secret other people support / being low, humble
the ultimate truth, impossible to argue / humble, therefore truthful, one can argue, but every-one knows that of no use
gracious, majestic, divine / strong, the base
intelligent, intuitive / stupid, logical
God, meaning of life, love / truth, honesty, peacefulness
sexually and morally evolved / stupid and the ones who always are guilty of the love crimes
community of individuals, community / separated individuals, alone ones
about community and individuality {this could be so, because female survivors could be less in numbers, also female THEY are seemingly more advanced in manipulation (so they can form a community, more people require more expertise [yet, the more expertise, the more the manipulative alone can accomplish, as i observe], proof for their experitise is that more often one can see one woman with several men together, than the opposite. the females in these groups usually are the center, the "psychologically" one of the group leaders. when there is one boy, then usually he is subordinated to the whole group of other females, when not, then he is played against the one who is observing (as if his social, spiritual, mental advancment is superior [in a sense, that i would want to be in his place. they assume this, subliminally tell, but i don`t want, and if i don`t notice then it is assumed that i do, they try to hide this also])}
there is more to tell about what they assume to be someone s (my, ours) opinion - pending
there is more to write about (2x ?, somehow repeated, their influence probably) what "females" and "males" do, example, males "need" to/are focusing on heart (honesty, openness), "females" on sexuality (birth giving, staying clean [not disgracing her "virginity" or "feminity"]) - they built the "I" system upon this (imprints, neurology), then reinforce guilt and create "objectives" (on and on, as time goes by, the uncompleted ones are gathering and also the rate of completing is getting lower), this is the "evil" "past" [the uncompleted objectives, and natural unwillingness to continue] which is used as a reason to destroy/change the someone within (mind against self or a friend, who in this situation is completely innocent, could blame for having been peaceful for his whole existence)
Fanu - Jungle Got No Ranks by a 110101101101010
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Monday, 1 February 2010
tired
http://en.wikipedia.org/w>ikiList_of_mental_disord>ers_as_defined_by_the_DSM_and_ICD
(soundtrack from Stalker (PC game) - Mutation, Their developed things (game, soundtrack), as almost anything)
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about influences
there are places, on net, like Desteni, where they intentionally distort the stuff (in direction of mind against within), Montalk could be not doing that, i don`t read him - he has definitive premises of some stuff (like assuming apple can be only red), it is distorting/damaging [reprogramming] to read
Matrix, Truman show, it should be obvious who are making these movies (and why piece_of_nothing continued to reinforce them?)
The Day the Earth Stood Still - notice how these words affect, how they are formed, what they form, at what pace/frequency [and there was a big blast, seconds later pure silence with everyone being low /humble (and yellow) and everything is reverberating (like a bell after hitting). feels like a yellow form of cube (not maybe cube), empty with sides non-existing, a little heavy weight, slowly moving downwards, its like an animation of few seconds(mili), it repeats itself (earth/plants/trees/every>thing is yellowgolden, i saw once, people are black, that was for few seconds so did see only one clearly)
BibliotecaPleyades
disclose TV
freeyourbrain
fusionanomaly.net (no need to return to the source [and what source and is there any returning, movement, isn`t this a source?] this was what i concluded from the website, the main idea, otherwise interesting [Return to the Source]
David Icke, his alike people - that seems visibly not for real
i red Lao Tse, Laozi, so much written in so less words, the first book ever red, truly, still the most favorite
Matrix series, Valdamar Valerian, first book till some 170p, i get bored soon or want to do something else, also am pretty lazy, but that is just a word. i dont want another sky-scraper, animal farm, oil station, small house in the woods, a restaurant, cleaned apartment of insects...
rockstars like Beatles, Led Zeppelin, Pink Floyd, Jaz-Z, Eminem.. producers gather in specific rooms and chant, putting/drawing downward-pointing pentagram, over these records. Words they use in these songs are kind of witch language (Elton John didn`t ever wrote a song which wasn`t in this known to everyone/yet secret keyword/black magic? language)
Beings can be brought on this planet using energies or killing/sacrificing (like feeling fear, power, "love", like, i dont know if anyone can be summoned by feeling "sweet"/peaceful/calm ), once did that in dream, maybe twice. [didn`t sacrifice anyone, though the first time those being probably killed someone. i have been killed several times, i think, i just wake up, so feeling of abuse. however they can abuse, kind of when fighting, or something, they hit some points of nerve body so that i could feel, i suppose if monitored my muscles would a little reflect this, it is more unpleasant, rather than painful, usually doesn`t last longer than few moments]
In dreams they suppress the same as here, keep in coma could say (so that's why some people don`t see dreams at all, or once a month, they probably lie also), i have similar of those once a month, they are a little clearer, longer, much actions, complicity generated by action multitude and speed required to accomplish them, i imagine dream world is pretty like here, even more vivid, precise, detailed, but can fly, float in air, die many times (be killed).
folk traditions, culture, sayings, "accepted norms" (like coughing as a way to disapprove), if different perspective used could be of some use, but sayings like (apple doesn't fall far from the tree seems pointless to me, these kind of stuff "automatically", almost always, include different ways of behaving, behaviour, relationship ratios/proportions, predetermined values [which are all abusive in some way to someone, "accidentally"])
relationship ratios/proportions - the snake before the sun in Abu Simbel Egypt central man
("Metatron")(what "man" is supposed to be, what he was designed to be, this animal which body inhibit, we/i, someone who reads)
religions - Judaism, Islam, Hinduism, Christianity, Buddhism (Taoism) better than Beatles (peace symbol - reversed pentagram [changed/destroyed (the) someone within], something to do with body energetic, functioning). full with "cultural acceptions" (superstitions, misinterpretations, "holy" things [Metatron as highest angel is intentional misinterpretation (you are unworthy, look at US, we would be the first ones then if anyone, we are ordinary humans, men, the like stuff) ("holy" is something directed against the someone within, against mind/brain, but worshipped by everyone, "must believe" "belief")
could say stuff is turned upside down, the God whom everyone is praying to is , i don`t know, for example, Serpent Ruler (is he also Devil?) and the most ugliest/evil/undesirable is what the "animal" ("man") is supposed to be. They are pretending. They worship the devil (maybe someone else, but of similar nature) 99.7% of the population, more maybe in Western countries, developed, but in Africa "shizophrenics" are chained and left in the very centrer of their daily activities, therefore they are brainwashed 24h a day for several months, manipulated, abused verbally, with sounds (in the beginning might seem not much of trouble (sounds, like spoon falling down [thrown intentionally], yet nerve cells don`t regenerate so fast, whole body starts to get too damaged (traumatized), starts fevers once a while, real breathing difficulties (example, i forget to take a breath - deplete of energy, they synchronize breathing out with an abuse moment) (sometimes seems could breath out and stay there, collapse, yet i can`t, i would be directing the stopping of breathing (so no real collapse, more like suicide), i am naturally breathing, without thinking, when they manipulate stuff is different)
Jesus Christ (serpent), Bhagavan Sri Sathja Sai Baba - i don`t know, contradictions for me/us [cool seeming stuff - we are all Gods, he seems to be behaving with the utmost reverence to everything, other things, bad - says to trust traditions, family, community] , Buddha (don`t know)
Da Vinci, Plato, Shakespeare, russian authors, don`t know. i like Austim Osman Spare, the only one who still like (he wrote that "he hated them", i think (assume, hope) he didn`t meant to hate so, could be describing his situation, the past events, relationship, the dirtiness of how THEY interact, abuse, the self need (natural) to run away from them, to do suicide from their manipulation, collapse (but not physically possible))
Also Henry David Thoreau wrote "follow your dreams" (as do what you personally think what is right, moral, necessary, the best solution (for everything, everybody, every problem)
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Hikikomori, people who i haven`t yet met are trying to destroy me
About my body, neural parts (i, us), someone within.
Going to school once a week (second time 12th grade, year before quit because couldn`t take more the violence (subliminal)) got free appointment policy, somehow.) I don`t know what to do, so half-year school is an option to avoid making radical changes in my "life" (word THEY make as something like a dynamite (THEY "KNOW" [about what it is, "comparing" to me/us, someone like me]- THEY are maintaining THEIR gardens (cutting grass with drivable machines), chopping trees upper part like round balls, making statues of animals, don`t want to think much, the idea is doing something unnecessary, arguable, stupid (why THEY need cellphones if THEY communicate telepaticaly and (THEY said THEY are WE, not individuals, THEY would ignore it now when subject about animal slaughter, mass killing and extreme torture/abuse is in my mind (i am thinking, using this language), but THEY would make the WE when the supposed "I"(multiple personalities who are driven by the most stable alter (each alter was unaware of the others, now at least one alter/personality (neural system) is concious of the, also at least one, other) should think he is a shit, the last asshole) why to continue to consume meat (Earthlings movie (contradictions again, since THEY make the movie - a way to tell, WE don`t know anything about it) when it is so inconvenient to produce it and how much harm it does to animals who are "produced", the WE could end this (if THEY were peaceful) but nothing is happening. THEY are doing so many stupid things (harmful, pointless, resource wasting (THEY say THEY are the most resource saving, it isn`t so, at least in France, Denmark, Netherlands (the people who are supposedely the most educated (Universities, culture, civilized) pretending there is only this problem of "you", in my case me, before paying attention to "me" the stupid minority rare to meet individuals where the problem, also my inaccurate interpretation of my viewpoint)
"Schizophrenia", Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, Bi-polar disorder, "Depression", Multiple Personality Disorder, Oxygen deprivation (now much better, easier), Over-eating (several portions in one time, kind of breakfast, lunch and dinner at once) and chronic Fever
{mental disorders are a fake, fabrication, a fiction (as they are presented) - traumatized, people abused by the "community"(collectively) who show un-ordinary disabilities are existent (examples, catatonia, autism, "shizophrenia"}
They talk like a linear line (sometimes, a way of manipulating) (my sister, now, in other room, she is 17, seems like she haven`t experienced this "terror" (could indicate she is "evil" since early age, sounds maybe odd, but it seems so simple, as one could understand this means 99.7% are "evil" could describe them differently probably, i/we wouldn`t argue with anyone about this (in interaction)) which is created with the help of her/through her/by), continuous, a chord who doesn't stop but resonates, so it should (fade out), they want me to believe this is something real
(from one wrong idea they can possible make everything else how they like. piece_of_nothing mentioned this also), other options, (expect me to react, by over-reacting doing something not reversible or forgetting something, earlier a big deal to forget, now better to forget (self-aware give up what was "thinking", [to breath and be calm, at least a bit] (in form/system of english language and latvian as the provider of word multitude - speak to myself english but know the most words in latvian, started that since it was impossible to use latvian language, to "think"/form sentences speaking [wouldn`t i had previously lerned english i would be doomed, as i would if not the other hundreds of accidents and moments] after LSD trip - when they stopped pretending, suddenly, after some 12y of practice), i/we have the "information" we need/wanted
(like everybody else is at war me me/us, they (community, majority of people) are silently trying to "destroy" me/us (individuals who are neither being evil, nor "Christians" (to agree to "work hard" - suppress/abuse (in the name of sacrifice or whatever) that someone within (Da Vinci also has a drawing of a heart and a baby/young child sleeping inside),
[neural systems to not to think after short verbal traumatization/abuse that i am guilty of something and the only solution is to destroyed/abuse the someone within])
how i/we react to this [to manipulation, my sisters, mother, subliminal] . some while ago i was reacting in a way that i was ready to do suicide or kill someone (the one who is talking or manipulation me/us, pretending talking about something sweet, smiling and laughing..)
How i/we function, mentally, the like, is.. {time passed, some 20min, deleting not, gives clues how i might speak, how i form language, "think", another hour adding within additional stuff withing post}, leave this to next/later post/s
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(this one just edited, but wrote yesterday, as in response to reading piece_of_nothing on freeyourbrain)
Protecting my self, doing what i/we/he/she/it/God likes (something within).
Self-love, being alone, with my within, with cats and pigeons (feeding), also going for a walk with dog who lives at grandmothers house (part of serpent kingdom i assume, “Christians”) once a week
mind, personality, brain subordinate to something within, one part and other part
they might reduce you physicaly while reading, invisibly, mentaly, otherwise, like me now writing, also rereading, reading someone else (piece_of_nothing), to extract what they can (accomplish at least something).
They cough all the time. Now am noticing how really stupid this is, how stupid this can make someone who believes this stuff, (“the beginning of cooperation”)(how dangerous to believe the most insignificant thing THEY would tell you or act (THEY would subliminaly affirm that they won`t pretend they Love, or there is Truth in the end) thanks to their violence in their multiple forms i am starting (second time re-learned) to silently laugh (not to laugh at, but just laugh, it is painful, traumatizing, the longer the more, with this natural to laugh possibity (if u dont have it, might need to wait, also LSD and Mushrooms, maybe Weed influenced this (usage before) they are very useful, but can be extremely harmful, i did LSD and happened to be traumatized so much that needed almost these 3years to recover, if u are not in desert with people 500km away...)
I hate reading long texts, if you fear i will abuse you somehow, that would be manipulation of THEM or an accident (predermined? Or from system (mine 14y developed and yours Xy) clash together or just accident (if that is possible) or other)
i dont hate, seemed fitting, we(i mostly, ~70% ) really dont hate, just a word. actually just got shocked somehow, something felt on other room (endless possibilities seemingly, for example they could throw something down in your room, or say something, or just traumatize, shock)(while u read)
this writing isnt linear also, started with so(with what..), but needed to add about long writing, very exausting to read THEIR word formations – in search of SURVIVORS (weird word, i didnt use that, just man, also animal (important are projections, an apple 3D example, with name animal i project something, but not really an animal, this word usage is not serious could say, but useful), to be Metatron (the one who protects) look at Abu Simbel in Egypt, photos on internet
So, with what i should start?
People [only few], society [non, just you, me, i know about some six more in my 20y], love truth god God [i dont know about these words, there are simple things, like a potato or to walk, which doesnt have a word but is happening daily, which doesnt have a word describing it, apperantely intentionaly omited (never introduced into) from language (i know Latvian, English, Russian, German lightly). Words are describing something, though sounds make geometric shapes like sri yantra is made, allegedly by Om Mane Padme Hum and Hare Krishna, Hare Rama, also it supposedly isn`t just some drawing, its something physical and important, of significance. Note that there is something like anti-sri yantra which is used to make you evil or to do something stupid (like making someone to think he is a shit (just shit, and they meant its a word describing bad person, note with what kind of voice intensity they speak this (like it was real (real ones are just something like plant or fruit (vegan) digested by someone who is built to digest it, possibly) (sick beliefs as piece_of_nothing said), haven`t done that, but probably very damaging and difficult] THEY manifest anti-Sri Yantra through screaming (stripping me someway or puncing deeply something sharp, as get used, it affects less, now), Lions (and me imagining it) roar (mentaly scream) Sri Yantra (when THEY have been silently enourmously manipulated,
yet pretending nothing is happening, like pretending nuclear explosion didnt happen (nearby))
now considering the limits of my writings (was considering, some things are difficult, not for me/us, example, what happens when i write (publish, with premise)?, how to write, can be compared to switching from land to ocean (14y), some subjects easy, keywords, anchor crushing, something within, more diffuclt are Sri Yantra, lions (i/we dont know about them, we assume, i assume they are peaceful, protecing, protective).. still thinking what to write and wheater to publish anywhere, seems silly to do that, yet i red piece_of_nothing, have started reading.)
tough :)
to write or not?
Write > i am a system, i is a system (in daily i consider (myself, brain, neurologicaly, also there is another man withing my breasts, approx., didnt mean so perfectly another man, but a being, a small person (age), (YOU KNOW could be said, i dont expect someone to know) ) we, us, we are here writing, i is an alter, one of at least two, maybe is, i, 99% of activities, but there are more personalities, parts who would be referred to as a different person, > mind-control, the destruction of man (men, women, 3/1000, i dont know).
Living as from 5 age (when i start living seemingly, what i remember, we remember) till 17, 12 years in a place where (STAGE)
when writing i dont want to erase anything, i would add in ()[] (also other times add in writing, not as correcting) but not erase, becauuuse (tough, 12y as a logical system, now i have information with which difficult to deal, to write, not?) i(we) analyize what we see and hear, experience, body movements we do the best, other times possible to tell from writing style what are the intentions, sinhronize waves in that way noticing real-life-time manipulations while reading someones work.
Pictures can be decieving, also voices from favorite artists, we concluded that cant think someone is peaceful only (fully) from a picture, can try and have right guess, however THEY would present a behaviour in a picture which would cause a disbalance, taking the ratios spending time.. videos are a good indicator of movements, i note what i like (admit to myself, find what like, acknowledge it, as opposed to THEIR – to not to like, you are not allowed to), i like weird behaviors, lonely, alone, isolated people, there are people (other) with weird behavious but they are not, likely, friendly, THEY are one and the same
{speaking silently, rarely loud when alone, verbalizing,} writing is useful for memorizing, so i do
Memory is a big exploitation of THEIR (also logic and possibilities, not knowing), we want to believe (what THEY say), THEY are willing use this as long as possible to destroy (make me, us, we to change us, something within, to give up (to their control, power, our helplessnes (now it seems it was more fictional, is))) something within (or is it about being independent, both, none, other, all, neither-neither (meant neither everything nor nothing), again all, none, neither..)
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keywords
Dissahc
dissociate hard-core?
is this some indicator? could be meant to make someone looking stupid writing it, like now i do
could be meant as an indicator if someone posts then he is physically taken into custody and brainwashed/killed or anything, yeah, why not (anything possible, i expect they are capable of this easily)
since there are allowed only 200 letters i will write better here:
brainwash, sick society, no society, fake culture, no culture, stage, backstage, dissahc, evil, peace, self, self-love, people, mind, mind-control, control, spirituality, slavery, slaves, golem-society, slave-society, violence, traumatize, traumatization, abuse, harm, inflict, pain-inflicting, lying, disinforming, Plato (since he was supporting the violence or pretending, dont know), Da Vinci, matrix, Metatron (you protecting the one within) (in this picture snake symbolizing your best intentions (which somehow, at least mine, correspond, slowly evolve to represent the best solution possible at all, in "reality")), Abu Simbel, human, man, hu, bird, angel, highest-angel, judaism, tao, Laotsi, tao, te, ying, yan, Laotsu, mind, brain, alters, personalities, imprints, imprint levels, lions, dragons, lizards, reptiles, hybrids, dimensions, Sri-Yantra, anti-Sri-Yantra (destruction of it, abuse, discrimination. alternative "reality/cosmos/universe/>multiverse"), Mk-ultra, monarch, programming, Illuminati, Rothschild, Trilateral commission, elite, 13, 23, 137 (some number thought of being about 12y (also 1347), Wolfgang Pauli explored it, died in hospital palate with this number also (THEIR manipulation)), 32, 52, 25, 53, 35, 32, pentagram, downward-pointing pentagram, peace symbol shown with fingers, vampirism, vampire, vampires, peace, peace symbol, THEY, WE, US, "reality", "truth", "female", "male" (what is fe-male), "love", "justice", "honesty", "violence with reason necessity", "stupid people" (selected individuals, separated from society, the "bad / evil / sick / stupid" [persons, people {minority}]), shit, person "shit", people considered being "shit" (as part of a culture, within a loving, God honouring, humble, righteous, truthful, honest, open, good, hard-working, spiritual, advanced, evolved, mature, adults, grown-up, know love, do love, do honour, the ones who know what is life (multiple meaning possible) and how one has to live, knows what is good/bad, practising the good only ("but there are things which need to be destroyed/corrected (through violence (cover-story as "there is this someone (you) who is the problem (unquestionably, real, big, important, every-one agrees upon..)))", God, Krishna, Rama, Jesus, Christ, Serpent, Serpent Kingdom, serpent destroying/eating man (changing Metatron, the one who protects, destroying the one within, making you to do it)
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jplistnz THEY Dissahc / turn brain/mind against within
Could start this blog with something different, doest matter.
He is writing about his abilities to do something "not usual" as "people" "would" say. Cool, found him on Free Your Brain, live-journal (dissahc.. piece_of_nothing.. ahh, well, maybe there was a spiritual hurricane at 93, i
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